it is a CRIME that no one has talked about this book except for hannah azerang but GOOD GOD WILL I FOREVER BE GRATEFUL TO HER FOR MAKING ME FIND OUT ABOUT THIS BOOK. i'm not kidding. this book. is. EVERYTHING.
the things about deserving love, their chemistry, their struggles ("i don't like you despite all of your characteristics i like all of you.") ("are you going to freak out everytime i touch you now?" "i already freak out when you touch me.") ("why would you want to read [my script]?" "because you wrote it") ("i'm worried you don't know what you deserve.") ("i'm terrified of letting you see me." "oh love, i already see you.") ARE YOU SEEING THIS FDJSKSKSKA THIS BOOK FEELS LIKE IT WAS WRITTEN FOR ME. i literally did not want to see the page count in the beginning and was just rolling w it coz i didn't want to know where we were or where we were going and just living in the moment. i was BLUSHING, GIGGLING, AND I REMEMBER MY HEART SORT OF RACING COZ I WAS SO HAPPY JDJSJSKAKA. i related to the characters, cared about them. AND OHMYGOD THE VOICEMAIL THING ALWAYS GOES STRAIGHT TO MY HEART. dev listening to charlie's voicemails to hear his voice—i shed a tear bro. i LOVED this book. immediate 5/5. nothing compares. this is the standard now. i'm so soft for this book, i NEED to buy a physical copy when i'm independent. i want love like them now.